Joyless Woman

She was a joyless woman
Never seen to smile
Enjoy a joke
Show any sign of playfulness

No one knew from whence she came
She’d always lived in the small terraced house
Its windows clad in thick net curtains
Front door always closed
Looking like it never opened

She was seen rarely
Her shuffling gait crossing the road
And disappearing down the maze of streets and houses

The seasons meant nothing to her
No glitter or sparkle at Christmas
No sign of joy in Spring and Summer
And many thought she hibernated in winter

No husband was ever known
No family called at the cold front door
Locked as always and loveless

Sometimes a light would be seen at an upstairs window
The curtains twitching
As glassy eyed
She peered down the street

Whilst not often seen
She was, however, part of our street
Our history
And our working-class families

When not seen for many weeks
We pondered and kept a distant watch
Time passed
Turning to months
And still no sign of her small shuffling mysterious figure

When new folks arrived and settled in her house
We marvelled and were amazed
Suddenly new paint and bright cheerful curtains appeared
And smiling they joined our community

Enquiring where she’d gone
They knew nothing of her
The house was stripped bare
No sign of her ever living there

And so she’d gone
We never knew her or found out what happened
Gone just gone
A joyless woman
So sad in a joyless world

Norman Turkington

The Weight Of Memories.

The weight of memories is heavy and strong,
A burden that stays with us all lifelong;
They can be sweet as honey, bitter as gall,
A mix of joy and pain, holding us in thrall.

They leave an indelible mark on our hearts,
Etched with invisible ink, they never depart;
A constant reminder of what we’ve been through,
Of all that we’ve lost and the people we knew.

Some memories are as light as a feather,
Others have a length that we can’t measure;
Our hearts and minds bear the impossible load,
Of memories that we carry on the road.

The weight of memory can crush our souls,
A burden we carry but can’t control;
But we must keep going, must carry on,
We never know when the memories are gone.

In the end, our memories are all we have,
A precious gift, that we can never give;
So embrace the weight, carry it with grace,
It’s part of who we are, our time and place.

Steve Halstead.

Covid Blues

I walk the long and lonely road of broken dreams and promises
Lying like brittle wrecks along the dusty verge
So long ago crumbled to dust
Nothing left to tell of time gone by

It’s a long road
A very long road
No turning left
No turning right
Just straight and unending

My steps grow weary
As achingly I progress through the broken dreams
I think I can hear
Hear and feel the heartache
The disappointment – the loss
Crying what wasn’t
What hasn’t been
And never will be

The sky unbroken grey
Gives no hope
No hint of sun
And a wind
Cold and cutting
Bites into my sore bones
All the while reminding me of my misery

No birds wing their way to nowhere
No song to break the silence
I meet no one
See no one at all
As I trek this living hell

No dreams and hopes
Just despair and loneliness
Oh such loneliness
I see no end
Must it be ever so

I look back
And see a host of lost dreams
Of broken hopes
I look forward
And see the same
As on I go
Never stopping
Never ending

By Norman Turkington

Check Out Norman’s Books On Amazon

Nearly Man: A collection of poems

And Nearly Man 2: A further collection of poems 

COMPRESSED AIR AND BUM CLEAVAGE.

Cable is coming!

Damn it.

Damn them in their Dayglow yellow waistcoats

Making their cacophony of pressure waves.

Give me one good reason……

I’ll give you ten against.

Swilling, spilling tea from muddy

Blue-lipped, white, chipped enamelled tin,

Scooping a minimal, mineral trench

To lay their wretched fibre in,

Buzzing with conversation,

Flickering with consumer images

Whilst he slopes off for a smoke

And pees against my garage wall,

Baseball cap on backwards

Dripping rain down his thick and grimy neck.

Good! Pimp. Purveyor of yet more corrupting dross.

Why should you even consider

Noise pollution, mud;

Disruption to traffic; people’s lives,

Uneven pavements, sticks and broken hips?

It’s a job.

There are greater amoralities.

By John Tirebuck