Joyless Woman

She was a joyless woman
Never seen to smile
Enjoy a joke
Show any sign of playfulness

No one knew from whence she came
She’d always lived in the small terraced house
Its windows clad in thick net curtains
Front door always closed
Looking like it never opened

She was seen rarely
Her shuffling gait crossing the road
And disappearing down the maze of streets and houses

The seasons meant nothing to her
No glitter or sparkle at Christmas
No sign of joy in Spring and Summer
And many thought she hibernated in winter

No husband was ever known
No family called at the cold front door
Locked as always and loveless

Sometimes a light would be seen at an upstairs window
The curtains twitching
As glassy eyed
She peered down the street

Whilst not often seen
She was, however, part of our street
Our history
And our working-class families

When not seen for many weeks
We pondered and kept a distant watch
Time passed
Turning to months
And still no sign of her small shuffling mysterious figure

When new folks arrived and settled in her house
We marvelled and were amazed
Suddenly new paint and bright cheerful curtains appeared
And smiling they joined our community

Enquiring where she’d gone
They knew nothing of her
The house was stripped bare
No sign of her ever living there

And so she’d gone
We never knew her or found out what happened
Gone just gone
A joyless woman
So sad in a joyless world

Norman Turkington

Safe Now

Five days I slept an ocean deep,
A sleep without recall,
A sleep of total emptiness,
A sleep that had no walls.
And I was given drugs to take
To ease the pain if I should wake,
Terrified I’d take my life
If I should hear the call.

Then lost in the ensuing days,
I lived in visions and in dreams,
Screaming out in mortal dread
At things I saw outside my head,
Or so, at times, it seemed.

I crawled about a shattered place
In the debris of an attic space.
The only light that lit my face
Came through the broken roof.
Water poured from broken shards
And spattered onto soaking boards
Where things were lying in the dark
That made my senses race.

A gruesome stench hung in the air
That came from things I could not face.
Things that caused so foul a smell
That it became a taste.

In semi-dark I groped my way,
Knowing of the price to pay
To leave that charnel place.
I brushed against a severed limb,
A torso torn and vilified,
And then a battered female head
With long, dark hair across its face.

A horrid scream rang through the night
Shattering tranquillity.

A startled girl caressed my face
And held me to her soft, warm breast:
That scream came out of me.

The smell of death that lingered still,
Fading, changed to perfumed skin.
To kill the aching in my chest
I took another pill.

Sad

I am sad.
I wonder what freedom really means.
I hear the sound of Hunger.
I see the end of the world.
I want equality.

I am sad.
I pretend I don’t care.
I feel deep sadness .
I touch the light.
I worry for the people (but not all of them.)
I will cry at destiny’s end.

I am sad.
I understand that you feel consumed.
I say, “Line them up!”
I dream an impossible dream.
I try to help my children feel free.

I hope your dreams come true.
I am sad for you too.